Life

There once was a life and now there's not. This was my thought this morning at 4am, when I realized that I was miscarrying. Sad to think about, but immediatly I praised God for taking care of this child that was obviously not forming well, or right.

So, this is why people wait a few weeks to tell that they are pregnant, but I am not sad that we shared. Rather the opposite, I am joyful to be able to share all of my life with those who are dearest to me.

So, you can pray for God's timing for a next little one, and thanks for loving us!

*By the way, I did see Dr. Nate today, where they did blood work. My hcg levels were already at zero. Which means either it was a very early miscarriage, or that I was never pregnant. I did have two positive test (one was so light you could barely read it, the second was darker, I never took another one).